Ahhh habiiiiiibbiiii I am done and gone and gone and done with all this thinking and thinking.
I don't know where I stand on this earth any longer. I feel like the inside of my brain is decaying. I feel like my body is dissolving into the ether.
I want to say I used to be awake. I want to say I used to stand firm and touch the ground with eager hands. I wanted to say I drank in words like thirsty men, sucked the marrow from every last book, ate the glue from the binding just to taste the stories leaking there.
but i'm not. and i don't know where I'm going. sigh.