idle time

i idle like an engine purring gently with park in gear

i idle with the supine laze of a lioness gorged on fragile flesh
i idle like a cannonball grating metallic at the back of the throat
of a cannon aimed straight at your mother's broadside
i idle simply because i can
i idle the way tornadoes are begot in the electric silence
on a sweltering Kansas afternoon
i idle like the last two seconds before tomorrow rushes in
all mysterious and shit


such a lie. i simply am idle.

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Whys and Whatsits

Lately I can't recall names. I forget checks, I drop my keys unknowingly. Lately my dreams are more real than really living. I touch things awake and witness events and there is nothing but clinical numbness. Lately I'm losing my words; without those, I thought I was nothing. 

This is an attempt to remember everything. At the end of the day, words are all we have.